So I just missed my first two classes today because I couldn't find any stupid parking at the light-rail station. I swear I was there almost an hour driving around like a dumbass looking for parking. In the end I just gave up and came back. I knew that the station got crowded but I've always been able to find parking pretty easily before (even when there was sign posted saying that the lot was full). My next class doesn't start until 4 so I'll just go to my last two. Tomorrow I'm going to go look for another station to park at from now on.

OH I almost forgot to mentioned that I scrapped my right side mirror at the station because I am such a GENIUS. I was driving kinda fast and didn't notice the brightly colored yellow concrete post. I was driving past it and heard a screech sound, turns out I was too close to the damn post. The mirror still works (I can move it and stuff) but the a good part of the paint came off and there is a large crack. Normally I would not worry because my logic is that "it still works so whatever". BUT it's my MOM'S car (it's mine sort of because I pay insurance but my parents are still paying it off) so I know that when she comes from work and finds out she's going to drop kick me.

I hit a car today at work while trying to park. There was no damage to the other car (that I could see, I didn't get out of the car). BUT there was some old dude who saw me hit the car and stared at me for a while. I pretty much high-tailed it out of there in a hurry but I saw guy get in his car and keep staring at me until I left the parking lot. Now I'm freaking out because what if he wrote down my license plate number and is going to report me???? fsfdfsdf

FUCK I  HIT THE CURB WHEN I PARKED AND THE GUY SIGHED AND SHOOK HIS HEAD. I ALSO HAD THE BRAKE ON THE ENTIRE TIME I WAS DRIVING AND DIDN'T NOTICE UNTIL THE GUY TOLD ME. FUUUUCK

But I managed to pass, just barely. On the score sheet I got a -8 (if you get a -12 then you fail). If the guy had me parallel park (thank god he didn't!) I would have definitely failed.

I have a secret to tell you guys:

I'm 19 and I don't have driver's license.

I got into a car crash when I was 15 that pretty much made me paranoid to drive for a while. I only started driving again last year but I'm a terrible driver because I get distracted so easily. I also can't parallel park even if my life depended on it. The bad thing is that my mom made me make an appointment to take the driving test tomorrow. I'm ok with with just driving around and stuff but the parking always gets me...and I KNOW that the instructor is going to make parallel park tomorrow when I go. Ugh, I'm 100% sure that I'm going to fail.