OMFG A SPIRAL DOUJINSHI. But why does it have to cost so much for only 14 pages?? D:

Mom has been bugging/pissing me off lately over the fact that I don't have a job yet (to tell the truth I haven't started looking yet haha) Though right now I'm just mad because what she said to my sister on the phone. She really thinks that I can't do anything right and I'm starting to think the reason I lack confidence is because of her. She never encouraged me in anything. I always tried to suck up to her and get attention by getting good grades but she only cared/got mad when I didn't get straight A's. Now I just lack motivation and do things to get them over with. I don't even know what I want in life because I was too busy trying to impress her.

And what's up with those Funny Home Videos shows thinking people throwing up qualifies as being funny? I eat while watching TV and I really didn't need to see that. Oh and it's not funny at all, just gross and it makes me feel bad for the person.

This week will be hell: Due 4/22 - 4pg case study solution for Bio and 10-15pg draft for English. AND I HAVEN'T ON EITHER LOL. There's also some notes I'm supposed to do for Psych but I've gotten low Bs on the exams so far so there's no way I can bump my grade up any higher so whatever. More exams at the beginning of May. Good thing I only have two finals!

Walked out of my first class today and was greeted by large posters in the middle of campus with pictures of aborted fetuses and baby guts. I think I could have gone my whole life without seeing that.

EDIT: Noooo. My doujinshi was delivered today but no one was there to greet the mailman (my dad was home but he never answers the door). I hope they come by tomorrow since I'm off. I don't want to go to the post office to pick it up. Well, at least now I know why Manadrake's shipping is so expensive, the package only took 3 days to get delievered through EMS. The package I'm getting from ebay will take 3 weeks because I only payed $4 for standard SAL shipping.

Oh and I have to go to the dentist tomorrow. I'm scared  that he might scold me. I haven't worn my retainer in so long that my teeth are starting to shift and there's a gap between my front two teeth. :/